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as the day goes by , we face a lot of stress.

when we were in primary sch , we think that 4 subjects are too much .
when we were in secondary sch , we tot of how carefree primary sch is and that coping with extra subjects would tire us out.
when we are in poly, we thought of how easy secondary sch was and projects are killing us.

i wonder what will it be like in the future.

sometimes, i would wonder, how it is like to just relax for a little while. it's tiring to be deprived of slp and trying ur hardest to concentrate on lecture and do your tutorials properly. on the same time trying to handle other aspects of life.

but i am going to try, to fulfill my goals for the next half year that i have set during the silent retreat. i dun want to live till 50 and when i start looking back in my life, i've actually acomplished nth , living my life in vain. i only live once, and im gonna live it right. i wish i have more determination though. temptations everywhere. it's just so hard to get started.

the person i want to thank most would be my boyfriend. for being there for me, when i needed him. for always making me smile when i felt down. for assuring that everything would be alright when im being paranoid. ilyx3