emo

feeling emo-ish right now, must be my period coming. feeling upset lately, don't know why things don't go well at all. it's the holidays, I ought to be enjoying myself. But here I am, feeling lethargic and sad. for no sudden reason. Maybe because I've lost the cheerfulness I have in the past. I wonder why... life, from a negative to positive and negative again. roller coasters are not fun at all. getting hurt all over again and again, shattering to piece, I can't hold out already.

When I let people know how I feel, I don't get anything from them but life's like that, deal with it. When I kept quiet and not talk about it, people thinks that I don't trust them enough to tell them how I really feel.

contradicting humans.

seriously.

Being whiny is my character, I'm always like that. don't like it? deal with it yourself.

just feeling like these nowadays.

Lastly, bestfriend(you know who you are, and I know that you are reading this right now), you must risk something, in order to gain something, even if the truth hurts, it's better to listen to the tiny weeny voice that whisper: 'what if' and spent the rest of your life, than to regretwhat you should have ought to do but you gave up that chance to learn the truth ;) GO FOR IT! :D

it's not love, if you did not try your best,

who knows, it might be a blessing in disguise ;D

'Love as if you've never had your heart broken before'