HELEN: Feeling weird and all

I wish blogger has a password protected for only that post like a wordpress does, but Wordpress themes are just so-so and they are not appealing to me at all. I rather stick to using blogger :( haiz, if only I can find the code for that particular post only :(((

Dear TEP:

Thanks for making me super stress at times, making more pimples to pop up and leave scars on my face. Thanks for not letting me off on the dot and making me work extra for no pay. Wait' I don't even get paid for the entire semester. And OMG, I am paying my SCHOOL FEES STILL for this. You are really a negative asset that I wish that I can get rid of you as soon as possible. But still thanks for letting me know more people, though I guess more or less they are going to be gone in maybe 9weeks time? :( When I was studying I wish you would faster come, but now once I'm truly experiencing it, it seems like you don't appeal to me anymore. I wish books will come in faster, or maybe IPP. I might not love you, but I hope that you would not be heartbroken. Sorry :(

Yours Truly

HELEN :)

Doing POS1 today, no excess or shortage today which is a good thing :) I'm on cloud nine. 3 more days and it's morning shift. tsktsk.

Went home feeling energetic and then after eating I feel tired and sleep. Woke up and I think I sounded fierce and upset my poor boyfriend. sigh. Hope he would forgive me or something. I hate waiting for his texts yet I'm too stubborn and stuck-up to go and ask.

At times, I do feel useless. like right now

:((( not sleeping, can't sleep. sigh.