Had breakfast with family, I miss it, though I still hate having on the dining table together with me. But I shall not let him ruin my day. Headed to church after that, went off after service ended, Clement's house :D had tea break with him in the afternoon before he drop me at church and went home to prepare for service later.
Had dance and it was pretty okay, though the kids were annoying and mischievous at times, but when they hug me and all, the feeling is wonderful, wonderful is an understatement. It's a feeling that I can't even describe using words. It has the warm fuzzy feeling. It was nearly as good as the ones that Clement gave me :) I love them. It feels like they trust that I won't do anything to them, their eyes were the most innocent looking ones I've ever seen. If only adults were like that too, the world would be a wonderful place.
Went home after dance, feeling more tired than ever. But seeing the kids learning it step by step, makes me feel that whatever I did was worth it :) I finally get to feel how my teacher felt when she taught me. had dinner and now my head is spinning, going to sleep in 21min, and running at 6am in the morning :)
Night shift next week.
And this is how I feel right now, I feel small in a big world like it.
Makes me feel insignificant and I hate that feeling :((((
Buy a blank notebook. Draw a huge heart on the cover. Don't write anything negative in here. If you need another outlet, make a separate notebook. This one is all about love, personal growth, and getting back up. Fill it with beautiful images, reaffirming thoughts, and quotes. Write in it every day, and each day write one thing you're grateful for in your life.
Resolution for 2011 :)
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