cried

Why did I cry, weird. suddenly, just thought of some stuff and I cried.

I'm never that kind who would ever show her weaknesses, nonetheless her own tears.

But today, I cried.

I cried because I miss my boyfriend so much. I don't know why I miss him so much either suddenly. Isn't it like a typical type of stuff that he don't come back till Friday night, which is super late and it's like so tiring to even go and look for him, so Saturday would be a more ideal choice?

I miss him, I miss us, I miss we, I miss the way we used to be, I miss the times when you would just hug me and tell me that everything is going to be fine. I miss the times where we would just goof around the whole day, just the two of us, no one else. I miss the days we spent the nights together, talking about our future, our struggles, our weaknesses, our love, just everything under the sun. I miss how we would go out for the whole day, where $10 is enough to cover for breakfast, lunch and dinner and sometimes snack time. I miss the days when we would take long bus rides sleeping or just listening to music.

I miss him, just him. Just the same old annoying , irritable, arrogant, yet irresistible, adorable, lovable, persistent, Clement Chua that I know. The one who never fails to keep my heart beating faster everything I see him. The one whom I would give up the entire forest for. HIM.

WHY DID NS LOVE HIM SO MUCH.