The emo bugs are attacking. this is so annoying.
Does anyone knows the feeling?
Just crying and crying and convincing yourself that it's not real and then after that round of crying, you just sat there numb. Not know what to do anymore, not caring or giving a damn as to whoever was talking to you, but just sitting down there and it's like suddenly the whole worlds seems to be craving in?
and then u feel nothing, nothing at all, nothing except the mechanics in your brain started building walls and barriers and then you feel the need to just hide your feelings into one corner and tuck it away deep so that no one would be able to see through you anymore, and all you need to do is just to paste a smile on your face so that everyone will stop asking: "HOW ARE YOU" , "ARE YOU FEELING BETTER" "WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU" etc because sometimes, you just want to be left alone.
Because that's how I feel right now.
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