WEEK 4 DAY 1- DISASTER

SERIOUSLY THIS IS DISASTERIOUS! :(

I DID UPDATE MY DATABASES, WHY IS IT THAT ALL OF MY DATABASES ARE ALL GONE!?!?! IM SO DISAPPOINTED SERIOUSLY. And I made so much calls on Friday somemore.

Nevermind, lifes like that, get up and jiayou :) i have God with meee!!! :) All the best for calling today. Anyway, Thursday was full of disappointments. Though it's like the first day of sales, I got scolded like mad !@$#^#&%^@#$ as if they needed punch bag to vent their anger on, and sadly the punching bag is me.

Not only that, it's another misunderstanding which took a longer time to sort it out, and till now, I don't really have a win win situation. But I hated it when I spend almost all my time on someone, and that person did not reciprocate. Totally messed up suddenly...

Friday was worse... one even called me nuts, or that I drive her crazy or something. Hurtful comments just makes me discouraged. Never been put down like that before. It's alright, I think she had a bad day too. But I needed an avenue to deopsit all my unhappiness and I guess this is one of the ways.

Friday, boyf booked out day. din get to see him though, was busy with YOUTHSAT discussion because it will be my first time ever leading and I'm so nervous. I'm never really a leader, or someone who can lead or something. But I'm sure that God will lead the way.

Saturday:

YOUTHSAT. Quite excited :) overall a fun day. Get to spend the day with church mates which is awesome, but I have to leave early due to RESUME AND COVER LETTER :( which have to be submitted on MONDAY :((((

Sunday:

Had some misunderstand with boyf or something, but it's alright now, we sort of get to a compromise :) hehe, and hearing the words that he said while I was pretending to be sleeping, makes me feel loved. I'm never the kind who believes in true everlasting love nor forever and always, but I believe that being together, it's your responsibility to love your other half 100%. Though I'm trying very hard now, I'm sure that my efforts will not go to waste because of a boy who loves me unconditionally :) X3 CLEMENT CHUA