HELEN

I don't need to talk on the phone for 3hours talking trash and crap, all I want is someone who would give me a good 5 min quality conversation leaving me breathless. 

When I said, okay and I won't ask anymore, don't keep on fucking nagging, because I get annoyed and all I want to do is to hang up on you. STFU. 

Totally feel like giving up. 

I thought we can withhold the distance, I never knew that we were so frail. I didn't know it meant nothing. I did not know.... 

You always say that I am spending lesser time with you. But what about the time that I spent on you? Don't they count? You have your commitments, and I have mine. I want to do it, I'm sticking with it. Instead of being there and supportive, all I get is discouraging responses. I am not enjoying this at all. 

And you know what?

I don't give a f. 

srsly.