HELEN: vain and loving it!

Been hectic for the past week, I have practically no time to eat, YES, I DID JIAN FEI!!! -Jumps around in excitement- Was planning and helping to organize, and I practically have no time to snack! :'(

I'm the only one in the office who keeps on snacking, I don't see the rest of the staff snacking, is it just me??? :( But doing work makes me hungry and I will snack like crazy, I practically have snacks inside my bag to work everyday, from sweets to small chips like Jagabee! :x I sound like a greedy pig but that's just me! BUT BUT BUT!!! I got do my exercise okay!!!

So anyway, on one of the days whereby I need to go out and get more inspirations, I brought along my camera...which is supposedly to take photo of the place so that I can draw in my office and not on the place itself.... but in the end, my camwhoring cells are urging me to take loads and loads of pics. Hence, inside the camera, there are more photos of me than the scene itself *fail much* BUT I HAD FUN!!!! And I managed to do my work okay! Me no slacker!!!

I don't like it whenever I don't get things done, it really questions my capability and responsibility. I expect to be treated the way too, but humans fail and there are some assholes out there who don't do their work and all they want is to find many ways to eat snakes.

Work might be boring at times, but YOU have the choice to make it interesting, it's just a matter of whether you want it or not. Hence if someone gives me excuse of not doing their work/contributing to projects, I would be super pissed off. Especially when I took the whole day doing the work while all you did is to chill and hang out, being super irresponsible and no sense of urgency. Rather work with 1 person who is capable than 4 useless "talents". -hot headed-

So anyway, the event is over, and left me tired. But it was worth it. Idk why, but it was really enriching. I love doing work that are meaningful and gives me a sense of achievement, all glory to God, My Father, for giving me wisdom and strength to take on life's challenges. Putting my faith and praying so hard that everything will go smoothly and no major hiccups. Even if there is hiccups, trusting God to lead the way, with faith as small as a mustard seed. (okay, maybe more than that????)

PICTURES!!!!