Maybe I am just paranoid. Maybe I just need some space of my own too. Maybe I am thinking too much. Maybe, just maybe I need to get my shit together. I am just so tired of checking my phone for texts and when it's not you, I can't help but wonder if you are actually doing work or you just can't be bothered to text me. It's like I cannot grasp you anymore. Whenever I am trying and making the effort, you are like going away, but whenever I did not make anymore effort you say that I did not care at all. I am texting you everyday but what about you? What happen to all the good morning and good night text messgaes. What happen to everything that we have build? I can't understand why we are falling apart this way. I hate to see it going downhill just like that.
Maybe you really are busy, but at least just tell me so that I can stop guessing. I hate the feeling of you not replying at all. maybe I am tired of expecting of actually understanding what you are doing. I can't be bothered to guess anymore.
It's like we are good but we are not.
What happen?
