Having negative thoughts, about us, this relationship? to tell you the truth, I feel super insecure, you did not give me what I wanted, what I wanted was time, time to be with you, time to be there for you and such, the time to meet up and be happy and party whole day, but what are the stuffs that you are expecting from me?
I am afraid of failures, because I don't have the guts to tell myself that I failed. I don't want to make a decision that's ultimately leads to failures.
right now, I am super extremely unhappy with the things you said. more like angry rather than sad or such. Makes me feel angry and slapping you right across your face.
