feeling damn tired from a long day in school today, my day started off with no chocolate milk :'( And I don't want to settle for anything lesser than that. And I forget to bring my jacket again -.-''' which is pretty much a usual thing.... nowadays. I'm feeling a bit sian already.
But nonetheless, at least I still have starbucks to look forward to :) And Serene drove me to Rochester Mall today :) So thankful to have her! But I lost my whole packet of rubber band which I'm supposed to use later which studying :( I even put in my clips and hairpins and everything is gone :( Don't know where I've dropped it. It wasn't such a big deal initially, however, the rubber band i'm using is bought from Bangkok :( a bit sian already.
Studying with Benjiamin after that, for the whole 4 hours studying till my head hurts... and I finish heavy lecture. Got a lot of pen marks, plus one scratch mark that was on my left hand, which IDK how I get it... till I showered later on and it hurts like mad =.=''' sighhhhhh! When will I stop being so absent minded and forgetful :(
Thinking about so many things while walking home alone from MRT after parting ways with Benjiamin at Khatib. We have a bit of HTHT on the way back, from studies to relationship.
He asked me: Which is better, single or being in a relationship.....
My ans? Both have their good and bad points. there is no perfect solution for it. Since poor ben ben never got into a r/s before... he asked me. =.=''' not helpful. I thought through so many things.
After thinking for so long, and crossing so many traffic lights without any accidents on the way (wasn't paying attention to traffic lights at all), just got honked once :x I think that, being chased/transition from single to relationship is the best :x No commitments, yet loved at the same time. But that's wrong, somewhat? Just like the feeling as to how a guy who do everything they can to make their girl happy.
But sadly, most guys just gave up being nice once they got the girl. just like him.
Anyway, my priority is my books, what ever happens, happens? tired. I've never felt so tired before.
我的幸福，要往哪里找？
破碎的心，真的会被医治吗？
我真的，能够再爱吗？
我可以再次走出去吗？
I need to fight this alone, can I?
I need God now more than ever.
Suffering from Monday blues. Just feel like studying all my sadness off tonight. at least I can get some stuff into my brain so that once my head touch the pillow I can just sleep right? Sleeping seems like a luxury to me nowadays. But it's still a waste of time.
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