unfairness

Feel so unjust, so many things kept inside. Better that way I guess. Some things are better left unsaid. Telling you will only lead to more arguments and I'm so tired of us quarreling like almost every single month. I really don't don't know what I want or to do anymore.

Trying to make me feel so guilty is not going to work. BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL GUILTY AT ALL. Making yourself look like you are being bullied by me makes me feel angry. 

Whatever you have gone through for that few days or 1 week so to speak, I've gone through that for the past few weeks and it's going to continue until I finish poly. You have no rights to complain that you are stress because I am more stressful than you are. Just because I don't say it, doesn't mean that I don't feel it. 

The "I know you're having more fun than what I'm going through now. All you do is WHATSAPP-ING your friends while I sit and study and emo" 

what about this. 

HELEN'S VERSION: "I know you're having more fun than what I'm going through now. All you do is play your ARMY ATTACK, ADDING RANDOM PEOPLE on facebook just so that you can level up fast once you got home while I camp at home MSN-ing my project mates about the progress of projects, staying up late to finish my reports, mugging hard for my tests too and rushing my tutorials right after that, skipping my meals just to make sure I compete the tasks that is required of me" 

what rights, do you have, to complain? 

While I am mugging for my testS, rushing my tutorialS, finish my reportS, reading up on informationS, burning the midnight oilS. Where are you and what are you doing then? and fyi: I wasn't even whatsapping. I am cooking my own dinner at 9pm. I don't have the luxury of time to even play FB games. I don't even know when did I stop playing it because I don't have the time to waste.  

Feel so indignant.