Had church the whole day, STAY IN THE SAME ROOM THE WHOLE DAY!!!
But for some reason, even though I feel super tired, but I feel so much at home when I go to church. It's like a part of me will always be there no matter what.
It's quite obvious why actually, been there since I was in primary 4, it's like, I spend most of my life in there. Dancing, praying, reading, self-reflection, outing, games etc. All this is so essential in my life. It's like going to church on saturday is perfectly normal and if I don't attend something or doing other things, it's like my heart has a hole in it.
I'm a very Church/religious person, that's why I dated God on my weekends, instead of going to flea markets, movies, shopping, outings with friends etc. I have my own commitments. Everything will change, but not God. God will never change, he would never ever leave me alone to just die. He will be with me, HE WOULD EVEN SHIELD/TAKE THE BLAME FOR ALL THE WRONG THINGS I'VE DONE. What's wrong with just spending my Saturdays and Sundays to the one that would die for me/already died for me.
He will always be the number one priority in my life. No matter what happens, I would always try my best. I feel so renewed after the leader's prayer session.
I'm not a good Christian, but I'm striving to be a good one ;)
