Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Busy period

Freaking busy period, life sucks when all you do is projects projects projects, the only good thing about nearing the end of the school term is that you get to skip school as often as you like because debarment is already over.

Tomorrow is one big project down and I have 3 more to go. I might not have the luxury of time to continue staying here and blog about what's going on in my life right now etc.

I'm feeling super sorry for that one person in my life right now and that person is my boyfriend. Hehe, he has been like vetting my work for umpteen times and making sure that I continue studying and not fall back on my studies. He would curl up on his bed, read his book while I would be in front of the computer doing my work. And I won't even talk to him, so all he would do is come to me, and kiss me, whispering to me sweet nothings.

Even though sometimes, I am too busy and would ignore his advances. But I really appreciate his quiet acceptance. Making sure that I would have a conducive environment to study. Being for me and supporting me quietly. Thanks to him, I am able to do my work without worrying too much about him.

Sometimes, I really think that he is the one for me. But that feeling is just a touch and go. Up till now, I'm still unsure about him. Or maybe it's just me and my confidence issue. Trying to be more confident of myself instead of always putting a tough front and crying late at night. Sick and tired of that already. I know that I need to change soon.

Anyway, it's already 105am and I should really get to sleep. Nights world. :)