These few days, have been going in and out of the hospital, getting my hopes up and down, freaking tiring, but I think it's harder on my cousin. =.=''' she is like super sad but still have to maintain her cheerful and bubbly side as well as study for O-lvls and coping with this.
I know how it feels, because the exact same thing happens to me... few years ago.
Maybe because I know how she feels, or maybe because im closer to them, but I do feel appalled to go and visit them almost everyday. The distance is long and tiring and mentally challenging, esp when you're living in the north ulu ulu place like woodlands. But it ain't stopping me from visiting them.
This week, I have many things to clear and an apology to one of my close friend. Idk how she is going to react, or act. Maybe I'm dragging it, maybe because I don't know what's the result is and Idk what kind of reply am I going to get. But I think I know, I have to face the music, and truth to be told, I don't regret my actions. Maybe the prank that seem small and trivial to me was a big deal to her. But I must apologize for things done wrong and set it right again. IDK if she would accept the apology, but once I've done my best, I know that I won't have regrets.
That's the way I do things, NEVER REGRET.
Because regret is going to haunt you for the rest of your life.
