Granted

Today, I waited for you to call me. It's been a time since you last called. In the end, all I get was 'nope, I gg to sleep alr, too shag' ya, last time in army, no matter how tired you are, you would still call back and talk. Now, all I get is this. Ya, you've changed.

I don't want to talk about it to you face to face because I don't want another issue between us. From now on, I'm not going to call anymore. If you want to talk to me, then you call. But I might not even answer anymore. I'm tired, of expecting, of hoping something that won't not even happen.

I did not want to go with you for your family celebration, not because it's inconvenient, but because I don't want to appear together anymore. I don't know when I hate to go for such gathering with you. Now, whatever gatherings you have , I would always just take it as an opportunity to go out and shop. I don't want to appear with you anywhere. For gatherings, parties whatever, I don't want to go with you anymore.

Call me selfish, I call this fighting for what I deserve.

If you don't put in the effort, then you ain't worth my effort at all. I could always use the energy to accomplish things that I've been wanting to do.

Maybe, it's time. To stand independent and not rely on you anymore. I don't want to feel clingy on you either. I hate the way I could wish you would call me everyday, now looking back, I feel pathetic. But I now know, and I never will call back anymore, at least for a while. That's all I can say.