Wednesday, April 04, 2012

not smooth at all

I really don't know what to say, both of us is drifting further and further. I don't know what to say, what to do to make it better. It takes two hands to clap. Mentioning the word "breakup" just prove that you are not trying to solve the matters on hand at all.

Don't tell me that one is always right. You ain't always that right either. If you can't see it my way and continue insisting on your way, that is just plain stupid. I am not saying that I am 100% right either, I am just asking you to respect my views. If you can't respect my views, then don't ask/wish/expect/demand me to respect yours too.

You are the one who told me to call you at 12am, so here I am like an idiot waiting for the call. Obviously what else can I do other than texting and calling you. And then you started off by saying that that I am talking about all the nonsensical stuff. wow, gee thanks. I din know that's how you view whatever that I am saying. Ya, you can fall asleep and you don't need to say sorry. Here I am calling you back and texting you is in the wrong. Ya, I'm fucking sorry. I still need to apologize for whatever that I've done and YOU DON'T NEED TO. Thanks. Ya, next time, don't ask me to call anymore, it's just once and that's it, case closed. and don't expect me to call back either, i don't want to get another one of your shitty lectures.

I'm saying sorry, not because I am in the wrong, but because you are just too stupid and prideful to say sorry.

By finding someone who OBVIOUSLY don't even have a relationship and asking her for an advice, wow, din know you are so smart seriously. It's like hiring a lecturer who specializing in nursing to teach business to business students. Just have to laugh and made my day in  the middle of the night. Did not know that's how shallow and "smart" you are :D Keep it going, one day I shall expect something even more ridiculous like you teaching a hamster how to swim, or praying that money would drop off from the sky. Because obviously your stupidity is limitless.

Continue this way, and the breakup from me will really come. I'm just going for it one last time. I don't know what to tell you anymore. Neither am I going to have deep conversations with someone who would think that he is right. You don't expect anything from me, because I am sure as hell going to drop your expectations. Don't ask me why I don't share anything with you any more, because to you whatever that I say is nonsense or irrational. And to have deep conversation with a person as stupid as you, would be a total waste of time and emotions. Rather talk to the cow than to talk to someone like you.

Don't keep on saying that You spoilt me or whatever shit when you did not treat a girl like how a gentleman should. If this is your meaning of spoilt, then you truly are fucking spoilt. And everyone else feelings are the same, don't say that you are prioritizing your own feelings over mine. Don't even get me started on it, you never thought about my feelings either. Don't say you did when you did not. I could list the number of times when you would thought of yourself first before mine. And from today onwards, I am going to record down the number of times you have let me down so that when you see it, you would wish that it was never you.

A girl would always have a reason to be angry, no matter how small the reason is.




Indifference is all you get in the end.