This. is so true.
I don't need a life of drama, all I want, is just to have a simple life. I don't need good grades nor loads of money to make me happy. All I ever wanted, was just getting a degree, no matter what field, as long as it's one I would do well than the rest. Get job a with good benefits and decent pay, as well as friends who understand who I really am, and a lover who is able to make me secure and contented.
Maybe I'm overthinking, maybe I am just that insecure. But when I am faithful, I would just stay with that person 100% without leaving him/her. Maybe that's why I would always be the first to be abandoned. The one who walks away would be others, it was never me. I don't know why.
I am sick and tired of getting abandoned. I would rarely abandon people, because I know, I know how it feels. It hurts so much that it takes away every ounce of your energy, then the heart would start beating very hard. Smiling became tiring, but you still have to put it on or else you will be judged.
sometimes, all I want is someone who would listen to my views.
