最终还是哭了。。。

my heart hurts alot right now, i hope that my God will help me, help me save my aching heart to stop bleeding, help me to stop the tears from flowing, help me realized that I don't need a man to love. Help me get through this obstacles, God, I really need you right now. please give me a sign, whether to stop wasting time or continue till the end of time. God, it hurts so much right now. I don't know how to feel right now. tears continue to flow, and my heart shatter, father, didn't you hear? The sorrowful soul of the daughter's spirit? help me daddy, help me. I don't know how painful it is. :( God help me please.