Feelings

I got a lot of mixed feelings right now. Hate it when it's the middle of the night, and my thoughts roam around freely especially when I know that it shouldn't be that way.

Too many people that I can't disappoint and expects a lot from me. Trying so hard to tell myself to be strong, but knowing that I am not. Doing the right thing hurts, but it hurts more know that you did something wrong and you just chose to be dumb about it.

I feel weird and out of place. I feel that I don't really fit in anymore... Maybe that's why I'm feeling mostly lost. But seriously, I'm too busy thinking about my own set of problems than to think of gossips.

My heart? Hurts? My head? Move on.