Had a Heart to heart talk with daddy, after not spending alot of time with family, due to going out with friends, coming home late, not going for family gatherings etc... I kinda miss time with my family after missing out for so long... prolly 1-2 weeks? So goodgirl92 me decided to go home early with the objective to have quality time with them.
I love my dad, I told practically everyone that if I have to chose the one who love me most, it would only be my one and only superhero daddy. He might not be the most handsome guy, the smartest, the richest, but he is the best dad that I've ever had. Though he is non-Christian, but seriously, I think he is sort off better than some of the Christian guys I've known.
So, we chatted for about 1-2hours? Told dad the reason why I kept on coming home late and such, and dad told me many many things. And honestly, I feel that sometimes my dad is like my best friend rather than just a dad. He cooks and does housework on Sundays, naggy only on Sundays, giving me great advices and loving and embracing me even when I did something wrong :) and he never ever scolds me.
Was on the topic on guys, haha. dad told me to just focus on having fun,study and graduate before finding a job that brings me satisfaction. As well as, just forget and let time heal the pain before embarking on a new journey. which I find it pretty true, because I know that I am not ready yet. Promises of forever going to be together till eternity and let death do us apart? I don't believe in it any more. At least, not now, and maybe it's going to take a lot to hear it again from a really sincere person.
I don't know how long more will it take before single would become attached again. but I know that my earthly daddy and heavenly daddy will continue to bless and take care of me, and my heart, till the guy whom they think is worthy and ready to claim me. Until then, I want to continue to grow in God's love and teaching so as to be a good Christian daughter! :D
