V day! :D dated the most impt guy in the UNIVERSE

Valentine's day this year was spent alone. :) I did not want anyone to spend it with me. Not just any random guy whom I don't really like to ask me out or give him the wrong idea that I like him so, because I don't, really. But because I believe that Valentines should be:

1) spend it with the person that I really want to spend the rest of my life with
Hey, it's for lovers. Whenever I get attached, the person that I am attached to, is going to be with me for the rest of my life. I'm not just any fling or toy that you can play with my feelings. It's hurtful and I don't understand why some girls would cheapen their feelings and go with it, when deep down they want a love that lasts, not a casual fling.

2) Spend it with my lovely girlfriends
No school that day, but I did prepared something for my uni mates ;) hehehehe!!! And they super sweet to prepare something for me also. :) So I'm anticipating MONDAYYYYY!!! :DDDDD

3) FOREVER ALONEEEEE! (WAHAHAHAHA!)
Rather spend it with someone special, or spend it alone. Actually, I spent it with my heavenly father :) I went for bible study at night. So it's like a date with my dad.

I woke up today, and I told God, today is valentine's day, and I felt a bit empty knowing that I am going to spend it alone, whereas everyone is going out to celebrate with their bf's/gf's which made me feel forever alone and a bit sad. It was just a tiny voice #justsaying type of stuff and I went about working on my project which is due in 8 days.

During my break, I went on tumblr, and I went on scrolling, and I saw this,

A reminder. Feeling so empty and like a sad little girl with no date, but a promise from God. and to me, that's enough. To make myself happier, I went to search #princess #God and I saw this two below. 

God has it's own perfect timing. I should stop worrying =.='''. hahaha! This increases my decision to stand firm in my own religion/faith. God is with me, and all I need to do, is to continue to be faithful to him no matter what. Even if it means spending my V day alone for the next 3 to 5 years!!! -God, really?-

And I find it saddening to see how other sisters or brothers would find a guy or girl who ain't a Christian and most of them left church, backslided etc. The chances of converting them to Christians VS the chance of them backsliding is actually quite low, there is only a few who are successful, the rest leave. I don't want to be like them though. I want a guy who MUST be after God's heart.

And so, my valentine's day is spent with God daddy :) The most meaningful valentine's day since 21 :)

And I shared with JL who had the same sentiments! :) Hopefully it did helped her too! :D To all my single friends, don't lose hope kay! xoxo God is powerful enough, trust him and his perfect timing! :D