Sunday, March 09, 2014

I've got a tougher God

The time of the semester where all the assignments and quizzes piled up leaving us no space to breathe at all. Especially with students who just love to procrastinate; me. This semester assignments are mostly in groups which means that I can't even procrastinate because I don't like the feeling of people thinking that I'm a free rider. And I despise them because I got one of the worst groupings during one semester during my poly days which is unforgettable. The last few days of compiling and doing their part of the work in the middle of the night is a total nightmare. 

One of the rare time that I get to rest, as well as to update this space for a while. Don't feel like doing anything. Wishing that time could stop for a while because I'm so tired playing the game of life. Don't ever wanna stop studying because I'm afraid of the working life, the uncertainty scares me. The thought of moving to another phase of life intimidates me. The questions I get these days are:
'What are your plans after uni?' 
'What industry are you going to?'
'Resume prepare already annot?' 
'Wanna work as a financial consultant?' 

Doesn't help when I haven even finished my exams yet. 

Thank God, I got a loving boyfriend that I could confide in, and did not really ask me so much because he knows the stress I'm under recently.... and knowing when is the right time to ask :) 

No matter how blue my days are, God's words always supported me through it. It's so amazing to see how God's word could still stand through generations and never gets old. Trusting and relying on Him through tough times and knowing that He would bring me through gives me hope. 

More of Him, less of me. 


1 quiz, 2 assignment deadlines. And many events packings to do next week. JY! 
Can't wait for service later, I wanna get re-energized again! 

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